I cant help but to do it to myself. I have a good day, or just a modestly ok series of days, and I think I’ve turned some kind of corner. I convince myself. I buy in. Then I quickly learn that I’m full of shit. Wash, Rinse, Repeat.

I did it again. I did legitimately think I had turned a corner by Friday of last week. Again. When in reality, I followed a patter that had previously worked and had discussed before. 

It went like this: Lay low and do very little activity for an extended period such as a week. Enjoy a period of greater energy such as a few days. Crash like the world is ending.

So yes, thank you for checking in on another episode of I am a Complete Idiot.